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Happy birthday

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to me.

I found out my grandfather has lung cancer.



I don't really know what to do. It feels strange. I really want to see him, but at the same time...

Because of everything that's happened I'd rather keep my distance. He feels... Estranged? Is that

the right word to use...? I don't know. I love him. But I hate what he's caused.



Ah man. What a shitty birthday this is turning out to be. Every year's the same. It just gets worse

as I get older.



Happy birthday, deviantArt. Even a website's having a better day than I am. Yeesh.


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Had a bad day.

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- Couldn't sleep or eat for hours.
- Got super sick. Again. Fun.
- Wacom tablet I got for christmas? It's broken already.
- Skyrim save file with over 80 hours gameplay? Accidentally overwritten because Bethesda fucking sucks.
- Discovered I feel physically sick when I hear or see a certain word. And knowing this makes me feel absolutely childish and horrible. It's ridiculous.
- I've got to "wake up" in five hours for work. I don't want to go work because I feel shitty and sick and I'm in pain.
- Work's not gonna accept an excuse for me not to come in. Unless my back pain gets seriously bad, like it did before. Which it might.
- Everything.

#firstworldproblems
Yeah, I pretty much want to bitch about /all/ the things today.

Also, could someone explain to me what the little tickboxes at the bottom of journals mean?
Like...It says to include in "My Journal", and "The Journal Portal". What's the difference?
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I NEEDS THEM
There are lots of things wrong with the stuff I post.
It would be nice if people could point out things I
could change and how I can change them.
:iconforeveraloneplz:
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Hope all of you enjoy the new year!
:iconnewyearplz:
There was one less person for me to wish a pleasant year to, but I hope he somehow gets the message that regardless of whatever he happens to think of me and my mother (especially with what was said), I still hope that he opens his eyes in the new year and recieves nothing more than whatever he wants. I've learnt that the only way I can advance is if I cut him off for now. I don't need any more emotional baggage right now. Apparently upon turning 18 a few months, my priorities are finally starting to straighten out (A little late, right? :stare:). Gonna focus on money and jobs so I don't have to worry 'bout anything for a while.

ON TO THE RESOLUTIONS FOR THIS YEAR;
I've never actually had any before. But now I've set some goals for myself.
  • Save up for a trip to Japan - the trip I was supposed to go on this spring's getting cancelled off because I can't afford it. If I'm lucky enough, I'll meet up with SoldierAtHeart and disappear off to Okinawa/Shibuya/Shinjuku for a week or two. :P
    'cause we're such weaboos lololol kawaii desu ne sugoi

  • Possibly find a second job - APPLY FOR ALL THE JOBS.

  • Get around to setting up commissions - Extra money, yay. Also a reason to draw more, that's always a great thing.

  • Actually make and complete a cosplay - Okikurumi or Samickle from Okami are high on my priority list at the moment.

  • Buy a TV - God damn, I'm sick of not being able to play my playstation because my sister won't allow anyone to use the TV. That belongs to my mother, might I add.

  • Generally save up a shit load of money - because it makes the world go around.


I might add some more by tomorrow morning if I can think of some..
Post up some of your own resolutions/goals if you can think of any you plan on keeping.

:iconnewyearplz:
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Commissions?

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If I started up commissions, would anyone buy?

Obviously it won't be any time soon, I'm just pondering. Because my mother is a beautiful and wonderful woman, who bought me a brand-spanking-new Wacom Bamboo Pen (3rd Gen apparently), I am a very happy bunny. It's taking a while to get used to because it is FAR better than the crappy old Wacom Volito2 that I've had for about 8 or so years roughly.

I did have someone once ask me if I took commissions, but at the time I was unsure how to go about it, considering I was too young to have a Paypal account at the time. I think commissions would be a great way to get me to draw more often.

... Although I have been doing that a lot more recently because of :devbloojelly:. 8| I should really post my stuff up. (Or finish it first, I have a half inked sketch that is proving difficult to finish up because anatomy, I'm not so good at it and trying to. Yerp derp.)
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